@Julia @endlessmike So funny thing happened. Yesterday, after finally being accepted back into a rather large group for about a week. I said something that someone decided didn't jive with them. So they twisted my words and said essentially the opposite of what I meant and asked 30 people what they thought about "what [I] said".
Well, after almost a year of distrust, and finally I proved myself. They shunned me for the rest of the day. Outside of that I had a good day. I'm not worrying about it, I'll just have to work harder; you would think a group that you've worked with for years would believe me when I say that it was a lie, but then again you expect a lot out of people.
when you are complaining about life I don't disparage you, never have outside of what can be purely seen as in jest. I'm not asking for anything but telling me to nut the fuck up is not helping.