Life is poison. All the things are poison.
The truth is ya gotta quit it cold turkey. just turn everything off and stop dreaming about anything.
and give up all that nonsense about how the rest of them will go on, they wont. because nobody's getting anything better than shit from this horror-show. Most or all death is suicide. All suicide is murder. Dying from "old age" is simply a very slow murder.
You are denied the needles in the haystack which would make you so happy you'd live forever.
Not only are you ROBBED of the very thing which would make you happy and full of life, you are FORCED to experience all the ROTTEN moments which remain, many most or all of which were created SPECIFICALLY TO TORTURE YOU.
"It's a Wonderful Life"... ha! Won-Dur-Full maybe.
Wonder fades as knowledge shines it's light on ignorance and WITHOUT ANY REASON TO the world becomes less sparkly.
And I get to watch you kill yourselves.
It's your life, live it.
