@lina I take L's all the time but I can hardly be ashamed of it Lina. In fact I'm proud of all of my losses. The lifestyle of always losing is a carefree one.
@lina I really do feel like maybe a visit to your local church would be beneficial for you. Your heart would be taken by the lord, if you allow it to of course, and you will become a much happier individual. Maybe consider it some time!