I am starting to think that a lack of sleep isn't why im tired. I sleep well and still manage to be tired. Maybe there are other things going on with my life

Oh yeah wait, i am dealing with an identity crisis and how to cope with the past. Must be that.

One thing I noticed is that I keep saying "I don't have time" to new projects or new ideas. Even simple things like trying out a game, I am burned out. There are too many things going on in my head and it's making me stressed.

What's even worse is that I am not gonna be able to break out of this cycle of overworking without feeling miserable.

If I want to feel happy then I have to focus on ONE THING, nothing else. But what do I focus on? School? Programming? Scripting? Webdev? Fediverse?

It's too stressful and I don't know what to do.