Help is available. Modern treatments can make you functional again. I promise.

All you have to do is seek it. Nobody can make you seek the help you so clearly need. *You* have to open that door. Please, for your own sake, do so.

There are PLENTY of doctors that have an almost exclusively LGBTQ+ caseload. A lot of them even have sliding pay scales, so uninsured people can pay as little as $1 for medical care. Please reach out to your friends on the fediverse to find trusted care in your area.

As for your... interesting... take on copying information vs. the theft of a car, all I can do is further implore you to please, PLEASE, seek help from a medical professional. People who publicly put their words out in public, on public timelines, with a public scope, with the express purpose of said words being publicly seen by members of the general public, and commented on in a public forum, are typically looking to *expand* the reach of their words, and have that reach amplified, not to shrink it.

You are the only person I "misgender". Why do I do that to you and you alone? It looks like you consider "misgendering" to be a gross act of disrespect. That's precisely how it was/is intended. I intended that gross level of disrespect because of the equal (of not greater) level of disrespect you and your dogpiling crew have shown on countless occasions.

You are exactly right. The fact that I am dating a trans woman is not an escape character for an inherently shitty action; I think I've made it very clear that I call you a man bro dude well on purpose, *because* you and you in particular flip your shit *every* *fucking* *time*. I sincerely hope you consider how disrespected you feel, and develop some god damned empathy for people who aren't your ideological carbon copy.

Now on the flip side, you being trans and having disabilities DOES NOT, I repeat, DOES NOT, excuse your own inherently shitty action. When you're being shitty to people, you're being shitty to people. To hide behind, and to make cutesy characters out of, your diagnoses, to avoid holding yourself accountable for being shitty, is absolutely fucking disgusting. Almost as disgusting is the company you keep that feeds into it and rewards you for it. For shame.

I need to drive this point home: YOU MAKE THE TRANS COMMUNITY LOOK BAD WITH THIS FUCKING BEHAVIOR. My girlfriend cries when she sees stories about Johnny Waxmyballs because clowns like him make it harder for her to be accepted and taken seriously as a woman. Your nonsense is *FAR* more damaging to the trans community than r000tles calling you a dude.

And then you dump on free speech and free expression, which is one of the BIGGEST protections afforded to the LGBTQ+ community in the United States and in other free(ish) countires. There are millions of marginalized people in countries where not only is it illegal for them to participate in anything other than "straight" sex, but it's illegal for them to even discuss being who they are, or exploring who they are. This is because **they don't have the free speech protections you and I have**. STOP SHITTING ON THIS WONDERFUL FREEDOM YOU HAVE, AND FIGHT TO BRING IT TO YOUR "COMMUNITY" WHO NEEDS IT, AROUND THE WORLD. Rallying your friends to block someone who called you a meanie poo poo head isn't stopping any gay/trans people from being **fucking beheaded and thrown off of buildings** in less-free countries.

For the record, I've received countless direct threats of violent physical harm on the Fediverse (usually from the "tolerant" places), and I've issued exactly *zero* in turn. Funny, that. I find it very, very interesting that you're trying to rally people to *checks notes* file class action suits in international courts because someone called you a guy.... And then there's bunch of y'all literally making illegal threats of physical harm. Like... what? What level of cognitive dissonance is needed for that to jive in your heads as something that's okay to do?

Keep in mind, the misskey instance everyone's pooping their pampers over has no scraping functionality. Y'all are having schizo panic attacks over a website that says BEEP BOOP ARCHIVING.

You've previously accused me of running Pleroma on this domain when it clearly runs Mastodon. You've previously accused me of making changes to it to "bypass blocks", when I compile Mastodon straight from source, with no changes (other than character limit increase). What made you think this? You, supposedly a computer programmer, jumped right to paranoid delusions of someone "bypassing blocks" by editing mastodon source code, instead of thinking "huh, decentralized systems have consistency problems. how about that?"

Then you claimed that the Misskey instance (that said Misskey all-the-fuck over it) was running pleroma. It looks like anybody who you don't like runs pleroma, regardless of what they actually run.

Seek professional help.

SEEK. HELP.