@Julia @endlessmike So funny thing happened. Yesterday, after finally being accepted back into a rather large group for about a week. I said something that someone decided didn't jive with them. So they twisted my words and said essentially the opposite of what I meant and asked 30 people what they thought about "what [I] said".
Well, after almost a year of distrust, and finally I proved myself. They shunned me for the rest of the day. Outside of that I had a good day. I'm not worrying about it, I'll just have to work harder; you would think a group that you've worked with for years would believe me when I say that it was a lie, but then again you expect a lot out of people.
when you are complaining about life I don't disparage you, never have outside of what can be purely seen as in jest. I'm not asking for anything but telling me to nut the fuck up is not helping.
oh it's worse then that. It's not a workplace, it's a group that give me opportunity to do anything for my small town and our population.
If i leave them, I won't have access to any of their resources, I don't even get paid, all volunteer
@Julia @endlessmike