I am so tired. I don't think I have slept well for a while. I wake up tired, I put 100% of my efforts sometimes into the wrong tank and when I run on empty from the day I feel even more depressed. I'm waiting for the shoe to drop constantly for everything. My hobbies, friends, work. I am frustrated by how fortunate I am in life for the things that matter most, but how for the things that I want to be exceedingly good at I am just not so great or even good.
@Cirucci That sounds super draining... I'm sorry. It's hard when you feel like you waste so much effort chasing your own tail, put out fires on all sides, muster up the courage to accomplish some challenging task only to discover or be told that it really wasn't a priority, or dump all of your energy into a high-priority task where something inevitably blocks it being checked off completely.
