▄︻デ 𝔍𝔬𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔞 ══━一 @yelb279@librem.one

Too bad you can't put these neat gifs as your pfp on here though.

Am I the only one who think Vi from the new Arcane series is the fucking coolest? She is literally what I've always wanted to be. A badass punk who took no shits from anyone. I also absolutely love her theme and think it fits perfectly with her look in Arcane.

Here's her theme if you wanna listen to it: https://youtu.be/18yK0G9hHts

Am I the only one who realized a "trend" of people using he/her instead of they? Even on YouTube I've seen it happen. It feels like only a couple of years ago that everyone was using they. Do people just not realize that they is singular? Plus he/her isn't even grammatically correct, so what the hell.

For all of the things that I've done all these years

Yeah, for all of the sparks that I stomped out

For all of the perfect things that I doubt

[I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
Yeah, I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the times
I never could]

Credit to poem: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/view/owanviten

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I've been cold, I've been merciless

But the blood on my hands scares me to death

Maybe I'm waking up today

[I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
I'll be good, I'll be good
I'll be good, I'll be good]
For all of the light that I shut out

For all of the innocent things that I doubt

For all of the bruises I've caused and the tears

I'm reading over Tumblr posts about C.D.A.D and I gotta say that Zoe should've just not had Dugen's story in his book. Maybe I'm just too into wlw relationships but his just wasn't interesting at all even though I only read a couple of chapters. I feel like we should've gotten a Mal perspective instead tbh. She INSTANTLY became a cool character to me once she came into Gen's POV. I liked her accent, her bandana, and the fact that she shot a compound bow since I used to shoot one too.

You keep reading/listening to it over and over again until you die happy.

Or you read the AUs. Or both.

Ok, first of all why TF does Abigail look exactly like a real life Echo?

https://www.behance.net/gallery/13130023/Abigail

YES!

If this becomes an actual movie, I will die happy.

https://itzelart.tumblr.com/post/615573595321679872/my-homework-was-to-make-a-movie-title

Just a little reminder for people who didn't know.

Honestly love how Echo is being such a romantic in chapter 22 though. Makes me really hopeful that Gen will get her shit together and be with her. I already know that's the end goal but I want to see it be played out well.

The reason why I'm saying it's a pretty toxic thing to do is because Gen has hated Echo for MONTHS and keeps burying her own feeling for her. Plus she tries to make Echo or even herself angry enough to use as an excus to hate fuck her. So she's basically been using Echo to get her way. I'm honestly starting to not like this relationship because of that. Wonder how Zoe's gonna turn this thing around.

Was*

⚠️SPOILER WARNING FOR ANYONE WHO HASN'T READ CDAD⚠️

The first time Gen rage fucked Echo wasn't honestly weird as shit and makes no sense to me as a concept but once she said what she did to Blake I couldn't help but laugh.

LIKE, WTF WAS THAT?! Such a weird ass way to get your anger out without hurting someone. Also impo it seems pretty toxic to do. Idk. Gave me a good laugh out of confusion though.

I at least made it 13 days in which I'm proud of.

Ok, so I ended up losing NNN this morning. Rubbing one and reframing from having sex wasn't the issue honestly. It was more or less not knowing what to dream about other than having sex. Reframing from masturbation and having sex isn't healthy for you anyway. Nonetheless, I know that it was because I just started fapping for the first time ever this year so that made it a lot harder too. I'll try to do it next year though. I wanna see if I can beat it.

I've been listening to Jessie Roynon narrating Charon Docks at Daylight and I can honestly say that I can fall asleep to her voice for Echo. Like it's so raspy and deep. It also fits Echo pretty well imo. I can totally see this book being a good series too.

I did NOT expect Vi to have so many tattoos in the Part 2 sneak peak. Wonder if they mean anything or if they're just prison tattoos. I'm planning on getting a tattoo myself but not until I turn 21. Pretty nervous about it honestly.

Ended up have a dream where I reminisced about this one comment I read about NNN saying that it was bad for relationships. Especially for ones that consider sex to be important. I know that I'm not in one but it's kinda making me wanna quit. Plus it can be bad for them too. I just have to keep remembering that I'm doing this to prove that I can. Then hopefully the second one can get easier and it won't feel like it's lasting an eternity.

NNN is going by so slow. I think it's just because it's my first one though. Or because it's my birth month. Probably both honestly.