Ended up have a dream where I reminisced about this one comment I read about NNN saying that it was bad for relationships. Especially for ones that consider sex to be important. I know that I'm not in one but it's kinda making me wanna quit. Plus it can be bad for them too. I just have to keep remembering that I'm doing this to prove that I can. Then hopefully the second one can get easier and it won't feel like it's lasting an eternity.