The reason why I'm saying it's a pretty toxic thing to do is because Gen has hated Echo for MONTHS and keeps burying her own feeling for her. Plus she tries to make Echo or even herself angry enough to use as an excus to hate fuck her. So she's basically been using Echo to get her way. I'm honestly starting to not like this relationship because of that. Wonder how Zoe's gonna turn this thing around.
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The first time Gen rage fucked Echo wasn't honestly weird as shit and makes no sense to me as a concept but once she said what she did to Blake I couldn't help but laugh.
LIKE, WTF WAS THAT?! Such a weird ass way to get your anger out without hurting someone. Also impo it seems pretty toxic to do. Idk. Gave me a good laugh out of confusion though.
Ok, so I ended up losing NNN this morning. Rubbing one and reframing from having sex wasn't the issue honestly. It was more or less not knowing what to dream about other than having sex. Reframing from masturbation and having sex isn't healthy for you anyway. Nonetheless, I know that it was because I just started fapping for the first time ever this year so that made it a lot harder too. I'll try to do it next year though. I wanna see if I can beat it.
Ended up have a dream where I reminisced about this one comment I read about NNN saying that it was bad for relationships. Especially for ones that consider sex to be important. I know that I'm not in one but it's kinda making me wanna quit. Plus it can be bad for them too. I just have to keep remembering that I'm doing this to prove that I can. Then hopefully the second one can get easier and it won't feel like it's lasting an eternity.
I also like the thought of using shorter blades and putting poison on them/using specific Alchemy. I can also see myself using Sai. I really like the thought of using heavy two handed weapons as well and I care a lot about defense but I want to be able to dodge attacks fastly too. I also like the thought of hand to hand combat.
Like I seriously just can't pick one Witcher school. It's impossible for me. Two even seems like a stretch.
Feels like I'm a weird mix of the School of the Wolf and the School of the Viper.
I like the thought of being sneaky and killing both humans, non humans, and monsters, I like the thought of being hidden in plain sight but I don't mind not being sneaky and charging right in.
I'm pretty loyal like the wolves and I have pretty good morals. I wouldn't just kill people for money unless they've done bad deeds, bandits/raiders or they have a really high bounty. [1]
Along with the fact that the School of the Cat obviously trained female witchers, PLUS there's a female Witcher named The Dragonfly. This whole "WomAn cAn'T bE wItChErS"! Thing is just blatant sexism from the other schools because they refuse to train them or properly give them the mutations needed.
https://www.thegamer.com/theres-no-good-reason-that-women-cant-be-witchers-too/
Just for clarification, I mean people who straight up just ID as the WORD "non-binary". You have to identify as a woman in some compacity AND be attracted to woman to be a lesbian. If you don't ID as a woman in any way with your gender then you can't say you're lesbian. People can just use Trixic if they're gonna be like that. Imo I think the word Trixic sounds pretty badass anyways so I don't see a problem with it.
I completely agree with this article. If you're going to get a Native tattoo then you should know the struggles and hardships the Native Americans had to face. If you don't know anything about Natives then don't get one if their fucking tattoos. It shouldn't be that hard.
https://www.tattoodo.com/articles/unpopular-opinion-i-find-native-american-tattoos-offensive-12856
Only goes by She/Her when I don't wanna deal with ppls shit. Refers to ppl as they/them when I don't know their pronouns. Doesn't like music a whole lot and prefers podcasts. Born in NorAm.